Confidence

I attended nco course( a coarse that organized by SJAM) yesterday and today. Honestly, I did not enjoy it much. But, through this coarse, I find out that amc girls are too shy to talk in front. Not because they are not good in English or BM, not because their view points are not good( actually I found that their points are quite good but they do not know how to say it out). Then, what lead this problem? The environment lead this.

Nobody dare to raise up their hand and nobody dare to show out their confidence because they know their friends will say something behind her.

" Aiya, she really likes to show off...."

To avoid this, they choose to be silence. Later and later, they could not talk in front of people because they are not trained to so, they do not have the confidence to do so!

In my opinion, teachers should always give advise to students and train them during lessons. Are teachers need to pick up the responsibilities to train us? I think yes. As a claster school, I think teacher should not only make sure the students are good in their studies and coco, but also ensure the students can always be the leader. To be a leader, we should gain our confidence first. Of coarse, students should also gain their confidence by her own.

Never give up

One of my friends won in a competition which organized in Sunday. I am very happy although I am the looser because I am satisfied to see amc win. But, of coarse it is better to be the winner. So, I try to find out what I did wrongly. And finally, I found the answer.

I am not sure my answer is correct, but I will try. I will not give up if I am wrong because it lead me to the road of success.

Brave

I did something very idiot yesterday. Everybody is laughing at me when I did so. But, I did not care for it at all, it is real. I did not feel angry, sad or shame although all of my friends, my seniors and teacher are laughing at me. I continue doing my work and complete it with a good ending.

It is no point for me to feel shame as it did not help me. What I need to do is to finish it perfectly...

If you are angry because I did such an idiot action, just scold me, just bit me, just laugh me if you want to. I will not blame anybody because man should always face their problem bravery to improve himself.

Love and Time

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,"Richness, can you take me with you?"Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!""I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you.""Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"

Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."

My sis

I really feel pity to my sis. Somebody told me my sis is a person who negatively minded. Ya, I agree with her. But, I can understand her feelings. It is normal as she lives in such an environment.
Actually, all my siblings have the same feelings even me. And I am lucky because I have changed my mind this few years. It makes my life full of happiness.

I hope someday they can also change their mind and live happily

Wall around me

Are you still remember what I wrote in my blog last month?

"I will demolish the wall around me."
"I will accept your caring"
"I will appreciate all my friends"

But, I found it difficult for me to do so. It is why I deleted the post. When I started to treat all of my friends nicely, everything is going on very well.They sms with me, chat with me in phone or msn...I can accept all these things and I don't think that it is a problem for me although I don't like these past time. I think my wall can be demolished. I think I will success.

Unfortunately, they began to control me. They always want to know what I am doing, calling me everyday ( I enjoy chatting with my friends,but please, not everyday! I have my own work to do!), jealous when I am chatting or playing with another friends, want me to always stay beside them...Oh my goodness! I don't mind to support you when you are in troubles, I don't mind to give advises to you when you need it, I don't mind to stay with you when you are sad, but I need freedom! freedom! freedom!

I can't breathe when you are trying to keep me staying beside you. My heart can't continue to pump when you are trying to control me. I am so suffer, I am so irratate! And finally, I made a decision, to build my wall much more higher...

Recently, I find that it is not fair to my friends who do not do so. So, I make a decision again. I will demolish my wall to those who I can believe to...

Responsible?

You
Are the one
Who say
We must
Take up the responsibility

But
You are the one
who irresponsible...