My leader

She is my leader when I went to competition for 2 years. Just want to say what was deep in my heart, I did not like her and not willing to accept her at all. She was selfish, always thinking of her own benefits, did not care about her members, not willing to sacrifice...And even sometimes I thought it is not deserve for us to go so far because others have sacrificed so much...

But I really cannot deny that she has the luck and potential. She can perform well even sometimes she do not know how to give the treatments or what is the injuries the casualty suffer. You will not know if she is panic. This is the conclusion I made after watching the video that recorded our performance during competition. This is what we don't have and need to learn. I really admire her.

But from now on, I am not only admire her but like her very much. She do change recently. I am so surprise when she said "I think we need to practice more on our angklung."" Never mind, it is normal for you to make mistakes. I will try to help you if I can.""You can do it!"...It is impossible for her to do so before! I cannot believe my ears when these words coming out from her mouth.

From this case, I find out that it is always possible for a people to change. So, do believe that all of us can change.:]

Looser??

May be it is too late to talk about Singapore-Malaysia competition. Just want to tell all of you, ya we loose to Singapore, but it does not mean that we are the looser. People always think that they are looser if they can't win in the competition. It is totally wrong! For me, you are a winner as long as you do not give up in everything you do. :]

ps: There must be a looser and winner in competition, so just accept whatever the result is. A person will not standing on the mountain forever.

Finally I choose...

Finally i made a decision. I rejected to be the president of PRS. Although I am not sure whether I will be the president of St John, just want to say, no matter what is the post I am going to hold, I will put in all my effort.

Many people say I am crazy to reject the post, but I am not regret at all because I know I make the right choice.

St John or PRS?

Recently, I am questioned by many people whether I want to be the president of St John or PRS. Smiling at them and answer nothing is the only thing that I can do. It is not my right to choose whether I want to hold what post in the society. It is all depends on teachers and seniors! So, how am I going to answer you this question? How do you know both societies are going to select me as the president!

But now, Miss Lai has promised me that she is going to make me to lead PRS. And asking me the same question again and again. I choose to be quiet. I feel sorry to St John because I am not brave enough to say that I WILL CHOOSE ST JOHN because I need the coco marks...Since I am not giving her any answer, finally, she made a decision. " I think you are able to lead two societies. " I would like to thanks her for trusting me, but I do not think that I can handle it. I am not going to hold a post if I can't make sure that I can really pay 100% attention on my duty!

Next Wednesday is agm for PRS, and I have not come out with a decision yet..haiz..

To:Xiao Wen

Before competition, I am quite worry bout you. You seem can't join with us. I know it is not easy for you as you are still new in this society and not used to it yet. So I always try to make you get involve in our discussion. But I think it does not work much la. Haha..xp

You know, I was so happy when you said you want to take the uniform back and sew somemore you are going to sew for 10 people! ( For your knowledge: It is not easy to sew the uniform. Last time I took about 2 hours to sew 1 uniform.OMG) When I asked Wei Teng to help me to wear on my black shoes ( because it is new shoes ), without delaying you came and helped me. Do you know that, Wei Teng and me were so surprise that time. Your action was so unexpected and make touched.

You said you are so lucky to join NA team because we have brought you to Singapore. But, I would like to tell you that NA is so lucky with your presense as you are willing to sacrifice so much.:]

We make it to Singapore..HAHA

I was so scared before the competition because I know that it will be very difficult for us to take part in the competition next year if we make our journey stop in KL. I prayed everyday. Luckily, god is always by our side, we make it to Singapore...

I would like to thanks the teachers for acompanying us to KL. Without their presense, we might not manage to go KL and definitely can't won in the competition. May be some of the girls think that teachers were not doing many things for us, but for me, I think we can't expect every teacher will as good as Puan Tan. The teachers do not know what we are doing actually and find it boring to be with us. So, I think it is forgivable. But, of coarse, to make a society to shine we need the teachers' fully support. May be we need to do something to get their support. Let them know what is going on in the society, try to get them involve in the activities...but I think the most important thing that we must do is to respect them...

Besides teachers, I appreciate what our trainers have done for us. Thanks for their sacrifises. Without them, we will not have the chance to stand on the land of Singapore. Thank you very very much.

Thanks for the team managers and supporters too. Thanks for waking up so early to tie our hair, helping us to wear on our uniform...Although they are not the competitiors, they are willing to so much for us, somemore feel sad and even cry if we loose. I like it. I like to see people work together without thinking about the benifits. I am so proud I joined St John in AMC...:)

Aya

I just finish reading a book named " One Litter of Tears ". This is the diary written by a girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease, but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. The original story is based on the diary Aya kept writing until she could no longer hold a pen. The book that later followed entitled “One Liter of Tears" has sold over 1.1 million copies.

Aya's only wish was “to live." By carefully depicting Aya's earnest desire to live, and the love of her family, friends, and lover, the drama, “One Liter of Tears" wishes to deliver her simple but strong message: “Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing."

She is my idol, how about you...